I just love that word; ROBUST

It sounds to sophisticated and like something I will probably never ever be heard saying.

Anyway, I haven't blogged in a while and there were a few things I just wanted to blog about.
I know my life isn't the most interesting to read of all people but I do have a lot to say (not in the most colorful of languages) but I do try. Although I've already noticed that my proper English only comes out when I'm writing my stories...

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We made a baby yesterday at school during Biology class!
HAHA!
It was so much fun and my dear yeobo (Darling/Honey in Hangul) and I were so happy that it came out a boy.

His name is Rouise, and guess why? Because it's mine and my yeobo's couple name!
Roxanne is my dear husband and we had a baby together! haha.
Our son ended up gay and he's in love with the Jafar boy.

ugh! Why couldn't it have been the Fazal child? At least he's got a normal dysfunctional family. XD
Okay, so Rouise Chua, Danbeer Fazal and Debh Jafar are the respective gay children of the Chua, Jafar and Fazal households. Apparently, our children are all in love with each other and going on sneaking behind our back to visit each other, even under the care of the watchful eyes of our dearest Biology teacher.

(A lot of people will not get the whole ordeal above so just knock yourselves out with the humorous imagination you have and lets see what you picture all these things to actually be XD)

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Anyway, I also found my BUS! WHEEEE!
I apologize for the sudden outburst I had on the previous post because I was rather upset about losing Minho. (My USB, yes I name all of my things. XD)

But I got it back now and I'm really happy.

yay.

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Somebody has to knock some sense in to my useless heart and mind.
URGH! I hate that I like him and it's really pissing me off because IN EVERY WAY, I DO NOT want to like him.
I've concluded that it's because he's the first decent guy (to like) that I've met in a while and I think that he's perfect because there's currently no one else to compare with anyway.

So, if there's anyone out there who can seriously convince me of my own opinions then please, HELP ME.
And no, dangu. Not you. XP

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I was depressed again today.

Mommy told me that we were leaving and I sat in the car waiting for them for a whole 45 minutes. I was rather upset already so I just sat there thinking.
My mind tends to wander when I have nothing in particular to think of. So I became seriously negative again and started to ponder if anyone would ever miss me if I left. (In both ways)

I cried for a while. I guess it was because I just realized that no one really needs me anymore.
She's learned to accept new people, He's learned to open up more, She's learned to be on her own, He's found people who he can be around with.

And I'm just tossed in a corner yet again until the time comes when they need me again. And as stubborn as I am, I'll be willing to let them use me in any way because I love them that much.

These are the times in which I just really want to leave Dubai and go to Canada already. I just need someone who'll let me take care of them again and not the other way around.

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Dangu and I have been planning to make a scrapbook. I'm really excited because I can simply imagine what the book will look like in a few years when we graduate, part ways and begin our lives as college and university students.

I wish we'll be able to make it soon.

and dangu, I love you. You know that. I'll always be praying for you.
and yes, you are my best friend. :)

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Those are only a few of the things that I have going on in my life. Well, the major parts anyway.
Including the parts where my mind's a raging mess because of Mocks.

*sigh*
I wish I was 10 again and life was simpler.

Give me someone to talk to,
someone to lean my head on,
someone to cry and run to,
someone who won't judge me because of my abnormal state
and I promise you I'll be just fine

I want someone like that...

Good night.
It's 9:30PM exactly here.




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Status: Depressed ll Anxious ll I need English classes
Music: Hot issue ll 4Minute

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