How do you tell someone they're special?
How exactly do you go about telling them that they're important to you?

I've thought of a lot of ways but none of them seems as effective as the direct approach.
But if you know me well enough, you'd understand that I'm not the type for direct approaches. I'd rather stand by the sidelines and watch silently as opportunity after opportunity make their way past them.

It makes my heart clench when I see your head hung so low and I have no clue why.
It makes me feel useless when I can't do anything to bring about that awkward smile I love.

But what is there for me to do when I can't even stand close enough to you?
There's no way for me to breach the secure wall you've built around your personality.

If this is what friendship feels like, I'd rather not have it.
But it's not like I can survive without it.

Oh life.
How complicated it's twists and turns of unpredictable events and emotional roller coasters.

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On another note,
I quit the Princess Haya event.

I'm simply too caught up with studying for the IGCSE mocks coming up on December and I can't seem to mix up too many things with it because of my ever so dropping average.

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Saturday morning and mommy and I spent a good two hours looking up a different university for me to apply for. Ryreson is still on the top of my list because no other university so far has been able to match up to my expectations of a good University's Art campus.

I'm currently battling with my undecided mind whether to take Interior Design like my dad, Image Arts or Graphic Communications Management.
The latter is pretty low on my list because it consists of Accounts and Business and I don't want to study anything that includes numbers. =.=

The Image Arts course looks so interesting and I get to study three fields: Film Art, New Media and Photography. But my problem would be finding a job in the future.

I'm only left with Interior Designing and so far, I've already been pulled to the dark side. The subjects are amazing and will keep me hooked to my seat. And I love the campus, the classrooms are expression friendly and provide a good environment for my imagination to run wild.

Journalism should be in my list but I'm just not for newspaper articles and such. I'd prefer Literature.

Oh well. My future seems to be unfolding earlier than I expected but later than it should be.

I'll just leave it all in the hands of God.
He'll show me what I should do.

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I'm off to make some Banana Strawberry muffins with mommy.
yum.

I'll be sharing them with nobody in particular except mommy and daddy, because my brother is allergic to Strawberries. IN YOUR FACE!

haha.

oooooh. I ended this entry happily.
for a change. lol.

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